11/23/2012

11 Month Already?!

When I first saw my son live for the first time I have to admit I was bit geli. Yela it was my 1st experience and plus at that time he was covered with something icky haha. Lepas tuh the doc take him away for cleaning and I only got to see him like 1 hour after that. When they bring him 1st thing I touch is his small hand. He squeezes a bit his face and all.Then I kiss his forehead. Masyaallah bau adoi sedap! Bagai nak digigit je tat itsy bitsy small head.

Today 23nov2012. 12.27 am by the time I'm typing this my 11 month baby is next beside me. 11 month berlalu like soooo fast..next month 13 he will be 1 year old! Adoi like people said they grow up so fast sakit beranak pun tak hilang lagi ! Haha.

This boy now got 5 teeth.sleep in his own bed. Refuse to eat meds. Playtime for him is 24/7.very particular with food. Pakai baju is a battle evryday and such .

......looking back ..the hardship I gone tru when I was pregnant with him where I almost cry evryday due to this and that issue..we don't even have any cash when I give birth(as kaliq was born early than due date)and those 3 months of sleepless night...

Now Kaliq has grown to be a baby that was easy for me. Alhamdulilah. No diaper issue. Murah also can. Susu also no issue. Maybe he understand. Well he did went tru everthing with me for 9month kan.

Till this day still everytime I kiss him at night when he's asleep,tears fall down as that smell of the 1st day I kiss him still lingers in my mind. I love u son. Please don't grow up so fast. U will still be mommies lil man.
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10/04/2012

What Normally A 10 Month Old Boy Do?

wah for how long i didnt update my blog.  i was so caught up in work..this and that issue..reaching a point of stress in life that even to do a simple blogging also i dont have the mood to do so.

well Kaliq is already 10 month old. time flies so fast eh? sometime i always look back at his picture when he was like a month old and said to myself " man u grow up so fast i hope i dont miss a thing" .

he is now is so cheeky and start to climb here and there. even though he might not yet understand me but i always threaten to send him away to his grandma house at my hometown..he just look at me and smile like teasing me and like trying to tell me " hello mummy like i care and i know u love me that u wont dare send me away!" haha.

he got 2 small teeth now..barely seen but he bite hard.he loves to play now like everytimeeeeee. he will climb me and climb hes dad..climb the bed..climb the sofa..climb the door and such.

hes so active now.sometime its a bit tiring for me to entertain him in this way but he has this smirk on his face that melts my heart everytime. but 1 thing that annoys me so much is how clingy he is with his pacifier. he cant see it he will wanting it so bad! i hope one day he can get rid this habit.my bad also for teaching him to depend on it.

well thats it for now :)

7/22/2012

25 Pesanan Luqman Hakim Kepada Anaknya.

1.Bila engkau ingin selamat, agar jangan karam, layarilah lautan itu dengan SAMPAN yg bernama TAKWA, ISInya ialah IMAN dan LAYARnya adalah TAWAKKAL kepada ALLAH.

2. Orang-orang yang sentiasa menyediakan dirinya untuk menerima nasihat, maka dirinya akan mendapat penjagaan dari ALLAH. Orang yang insaf dan sedar setelah menerima nasihat orang lain, dia akan sentiasa menerima kemulian dari ALLAH juga.

3. Hai anakku, orang yg merasa dirinya hina dan rendah diri dalam beribadat dan taat kpd ALLAH, maka dia tawadduk kepada ALLAH, dia akan lebih dekat kepada ALLAH dan selalu berusaha menghindarkan maksiat kepada ALLAH.

4. Hai anakku, seandainya ibubapamu marah kepadamu kerana kesilapan yang dilakukanmu, maka marahnya ibubapamu adalah bagaikan baja bagi tanam tanaman.

5. Jauhkan dirimu dari berhutang, kerana sesungguhnya berhutang itu boleh menjadikan dirimu hina di waktu siang dan gelisah di waktu malam.

6. Dan selalulah berharap kepada ALLAH tentang sesuatu yg menyebabkan untuk tidak menderhakai ALLAH. Takutlah kepada ALLAH dengan sebenar-benar takut ( taqwa ), tentulah engkau akan terlepas dari sifat berputus asa dari rahmat ALLAH.

7. Hai anakku, seorang pendusta akan lekas hilang air mukanya kerana tidak dipercayai orang dan seseorang yang telah rosak akhlaknya akan sentiasa banyak melamunkan hal- hal yang tidak benar. Ketahuilah, memindahkan batu besar dari tempatnya semula itu lebih mudah daripada memberi pengertian kepada orang yang tidak mahu mengerti.

8. Hai anakku, engkau telah merasakan betapa beratnya mengangkat batu besar dan besi yang amat berat, tetapi akan lebih berat lagi daripada semua itu, adalah bilamana engkau mempunyai tetangga (jiran) yang jahat.

9. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau mengirimkan orang yang bodoh sebagai utusan. Maka bila tidak ada orang yang cerdik, sebaiknya dirimulah saja yang layak menjadi utusan.

10. Jauhilah bersifat dusta, sebab dusta itu mudah dilakukan, bagaikan memakan daging burung, padahal sedikit sahaja berdusta itu telah memberikan akibat yang berbahaya.

11. Hai anakku, bila engkau mempunyai dua pilihan, takziah orang mati atau hadir majlis perkahwinan, pilihlah utk menziarahi orang mati, sebab ianya akan mengingatkanmu kepada kampung akhirat sedangkan menghadiri pesta perkahwinan hanya mengingatkan dirimu kepada kesenangan duniawi sahaja.

12. Janganlah engkau makan sampai kenyang yang berlebihan, kerana sesungguhnya makan yang terlalu kenyang itu adalah lebih baiknya bila makanan itu diberikan kepada anjing sahaja.

13. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau langsung menelan sahaja kerana manisnya barang dan janganlah langsung memuntahkan saja kerana pahitnya sesuatu barang itu, kerana manis belum tentu menimbulkan kesegaran dan pahit itu belum tentu menimbulkan kesengsaraan.

14. Makanlah makananmu bersama-sama dengan orang-orang yang taqwa dan bermusyawarahlah urusanmu dengan para alim ulamak dengan cara meminta nasihat dari mereka.

15. Hai anakku, bukanlah satu kebaikan namanya bilamana engkau selalu mencari ilmu tetapi engkau tidak pernah mengamalkannya. Hal itu tidak ubah bagaikan orang yang mencari kayu api, maka setelah banyak ia tidak mampu memikulnya, padahal ia masih mahu menambahkannya.

16. Hai anakku, bilamana engkau mahu mencari kawan sejati, maka ujilah terlebih dahulu dengan berpura-pura membuat dia marah. Bilamana dalam kemarahan itu dia masih berusaha menginsafkan kamu, maka bolehlah engkau mengambil dia sebagai kawan. Bila tidak demikian, maka berhati-hatilah.

17. Selalulah baik tutur kata dan halus budi bahasamu serta manis wajahmu, dengan demikian engkau akan disukai orang melebihi sukanya seseorang terhadap orang lain yang pernah memberikan barang yang berharga.

18. Hai anakku, bila engkau berteman, tempatkanlah dirimu padanya sebagai orang yang tidak mengharapkan sesuatu daripadanya. Namun biarkanlah dia yang mengharapkan sesuatu darimu.

19. Jadikanlah dirimu dalam segala tingkahlaku sebagai orang yang tidak ingin menerima pujian atau mengharapkan sanjungan orang lain kerana itu adalah sifat riya' yang akan mendatangkan cela pada dirimu.

20. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau condong kepada urusan dunia dan hatimu selalu disusahkan oleh dunia saja kerana engkau diciptakan ALLAH bukanlah untuk dunia sahaja. Sesungguhnya tiada makhluk yang lebih hina daripada orang yang terpedaya dengan dunianya.

21. Hai anakku, usahakanlah agar mulutmu jangan mengeluarkan kata-kata yang busuk dan kotor serta kasar, kerana engkau akan lebih selamat bila berdiam diri. Kalau berbicara, usahakanlah agar bicaramu mendatangkan manfaat bagi orang lain.

22. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau mudah ketawa kalau bukan kerana sesuatu yang menggelikan, janganlah engkau berjalan tanpa tujuan yang pasti, janganlah engkau bertanya sesuatu yang tidak ada guna bagimu, janganlah mensia-siakan hartamu.

23. Barang siapa yang penyayang tentu akan disayangi, sesiapa yang pendiam akan selamat daripada berkata yang mengandungi racun, dan sesiapa yang tidak dapat menahan lidahnya dari berkata kotor tentu akan menyesal.

24. Hai anakku, bergaul rapatlah dengan orang yang alim lagi berilmu. Perhatikanlah kata nasihatnya kerana sesungguhnya sejuklah hati ini mendengarkan nasihatnya, hiduplah hati ini dengan cahaya hikmah dari mutiara kata-katanya bagaikan tanah yang subur lalu disirami air hujan.

25. Hai anakku, ambillah harta dunia sekadar keperluanmu sahaja, dan nafkahkanlah yang selebihnya untuk bekalan akhiratmu. Jangan engkau tendang dunia ini ke keranjang atau bakul sampah kerana nanti engkau akan menjadi pengemis yang membuat beban orang lain. Sebaliknya janganlah engkau peluk dunia ini serta meneguk habis airnya kerana sesungguhnya yang engkau makan dan pakai itu adalah tanah belaka. Janganlah engkau bertemankan dengan orang yang bersifat talam dua muka, kelak akan membinasakan dirimu.

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6/20/2012

Menurunkan Demam Baby

everytime kaliq down with fever fuh memang aku serba tak kena.kalau boleh 15 minit sekali mesti cek temperature dia. ada sekali pukul 3 pagi i was awake and find his body was so hot and dia pun sama pucat..when i check his temperature it was 39+.memang panik gila la.so i start ambik kain then make it a bit wet lap lap kan badan dia bagi temperature turun.so through out the experience the most important think that i can gather is

-make sure bila baby panas sangat sebelum bawak pergi klinik ke hospital ke cuba turunkan dulu dia punya temperature.

-some stuff yang essential ada kat rumah ..tuala kecik(untuk basahan letak kat kepala) ubat demam.

-cool fever..herm not really working for me walaupun memang sentiasa ada kat dalam fridge. but kaliq hates it sebab terlampau sejuk then dia boleh sejuk sekejap je sebenarnya walaupun the iklan said it can lasted 12 hours la and such.
the best way that i tried is using kain untuk letak kat kepala dia (memang turun panas) dan the best i tried so far...pakai kentang.potong kentang nipis nipis then letak kat kepala..memang kentang tu panas la sebab dia tarik haba dalam badan.
dan yang paling utama parents kena sihat kalau tak siapa nak jaga anak :(

6/19/2012

My 6 Month Champion

he is 6 months old that is half a year.mak aih cepatnya masa berlalu ..boleh tak masuk perut mummy balik. i went for interview last wednesday..he was in the car with his daddy.masuk je kereta my husband said to me " mummy watch this" well this video attach is the one he show me and i was like " he always buat camni dengan u with me blur je..paling tidak dapat senyum je" haha.

i can tell that my son memang daddy's boy. he loves having fun with him while mummy usually means serious time..yeah whatever kaliq(sentap) haha.

man baby nowadays grow up so fast. just now before he went to sleep i pasang him this kids movie bout a caterpillar and his frens and he was laughing at this part where this ant duk bercakap with this caterpillar which is to us was so funny and we though hey u dah understand ke the movie kaliq oi! heh.only that particular part ok we rewind back he still laugh at that part.

i love u baby.mummy learn so much by seing u growing up infront of me .i dont know how nak kejar gadget bagai and ill carry u everywhere and i dont give shit what people say.i love u man.

note : to whom it may concern yang komen kat posting bawah ni yang sangat bijak memakai anonymous untuk komen page saya.saya belajar sesuatu mengenai kesilapan lepas maka kini saya telah punya satu sistem dimana saya tau siapa anda. well nevermind bout that.aku dah lama dah baca komen tu tapi malas nak issue sebab my life does not evolve around u..selama aku buat blog ni aku memang nak sangat jadi jujur supaya pengalaman tu mungkin boleh mengajar orang lain .macam wardina.siapa dia sebelum dia sekarang?tapi kalau dia cerita mesti orang hentam..tapi aku bukan wardina,,dan aku tak seindah siapa wardina sekarang.aku masih belajar jadi bila aku bercerita tujuan aku hanya untuk belajar bersama.jika aku mengajak orang kearah kebaikan menjadi salah bagi kau please u can bitching kat tempat lain beb,biasalah kau dah masuk kawasan aku kasar jadinya..cuba kau pergi page wardina gunakan ayat kau tu mungkin la keluar hadis..aku masih belajar semula jadi tak ada hadis boleh aku kasi kat kau.mungkin itu cara kau sekarang.patutla XD.anyway thanks for visiting my blog and stalk my fb.i let u have the fun.beb lain kali jangan letak anonymous aku tak marah pun malah aku anggap komen tu diri kau yang sebaliknya.ok salam!harap lain kali komen pakai nama ok.susah gak nak track kau siapa but i did it :) fuhh but then as i said my life does not evolves around u.toodles!I KNOW WHO U ARE.ILL KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT.INI BLOG ANAK GUA KALAU LU TAK PUAS TI SAID TO MY FACE.

5/28/2012

5 Months 15 days

My grumpy little man. How time flies so fast... Look at you. My man. I love u baby
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5/15/2012

A 5 Months Old Boy He Is!

young man u grow up so fast

11.45 am.fuhh im sweating macam baru lepas mandi.the weather now fuh.kita yang dah tua ni ok la lagi but poor kaliq everynight mandi peluh.sorry baby mummy cant afford to buy u airconditioner. will try my best to get it for u though.

how he grow up so fast ha.so panjang akal now.hes following his mood.and he already know what he can get from crying..sometimes out loud.haha.but still 5months old he is still that small baby that came out from my tummy that i have small talk with when he was 1 day old.

even with 1 kid my life is already hectic.respect goes to mysisters and my mak and all the mother in the world especially yang got more than 2 kids..working and all.jugling between goin out to work comes home and do house chores..masak..nak layan suami lagi..whoah!respect..mother defination should be 1 that did tooo many job at 1 time for free.

at the moment kaliq dah memang start makan.since i dont have the time of mylife yet to cook him good food(sorry baby) but i give him cookies with milk and cerelac.he loves it.good job kaliq!and on daily basis now he will shout out metalica songs without lyric....a music to my ears.

hes my soul hes my harta dunia akhirat. i love you baby.mama will always be with u. 

4/16/2012

Baby First Solid Food

budak comot cranky asking for food!!

well i try my level best now and then to update my blogs when i have the time for my future reading especially this so that i can remember Kaliq's progress and to share with many my own experience.

actually when Kaliq was like 2months he already eat solid food .basically its biscuit and milk.his opah give it to him T_T. at that time i was not so happy bout it as most doctor inform me that baby can eat only after 6months and if u can see most of baby food in store is actually for 6 months and above.his grandma said "alah dah lapar kasi la makan".huhu. i did ask some doctor bout this and it depends on the baby actually if they are ok with it then carry on.but some baby can get stomach problem than can lead to serious cases.

but at times i do agree with my mom when she said 'orang dulu dulu masa dalam pantang lagi dah kasi anak makan tau.gaul gaul je tepung kasi makan habis je,,,sihat je.." very true and i was one of the baby.haha.but normal la u see for 1st time mom to be scared of new things especially bout their babies.

well anyway Kaliq is officially 4 months so i try giving him Heinz apple and banana as Heinz is the only baby food that i found that offers for 4months old baby.it cost around 4rm just to try if Kaliq wants it so i only buy 1.if he is ok with it than easy peasy i just blend the fruits for him!


turn out he hates it! like 5minutes after giving him he puke it back.so my sister advise me to give him cookies and milk.so today i try Milna cookies banana flavour.mix it with milk .he loves it!any cookies would do especially biskut meri !he was kicking and screaming if i dont feed him fast.rebel!


so basically this is the food that is appropriate for baby from 4 to 6 months(some of it)

  • cereals and grains -rice-barley-oat
  • fruits-avocado-apple-banana-pears
  • vegetable-sweet potatoes- green beans
let our baby explore new things!hopefully Kaliq is ok accepting new food !

A baby's tummy is the size of his fist - remember this as you are feeding him; it doesn't take much food to make a "meal"!

4/12/2012

Bye Bye My Tiger Family

Well basically when I was typing this I am on my way to work. And today is my last day working at Tiger Airways Symphony. Its been 2years of sweetness and bitterness. On the 5th it was our 2years anniversary for the 1st batch that started this project.

I can't believe its already 2years. This job is very close to my heart. Its so not same like all the jobs I have before. Basically I love this job. I don't have to think much,I have fun,I laugh most of the time..all because of the peoples here.

Salary wise..well I don't want to touch on part that disappoint me. I wanna remember all the good things.

I remember on our training days. For new hire for your information 1st batch training was almost a month and kitaorang memang ketaq gila ok nak jawab call pasai we are the 1st batch. We are the one who will create the 'getaway'.

During training there some that I remembered the most. Remember the time when Muz told us that his 'atuk kahwin!'Hang nak menipu tipu betul betul boleh tak! Then Bob buat alphabet pakai bontot. How Naz and Sirus talks too much!haha. Dan betapa kurusnya aku masa tuh!!!!! Awesome time. Masa tu berharap sungguh aku yang Team Leader aku bukan Vikroy!kemain sombong dia masa tu. Nasib baik dapat Fitry hahahhaha.

When we 1st started on call terus handle kes Bangkok banjir! Everyday we answered almost 100calls! Dan kebanyakannya semua nak kompelin!hari hari kena marah dengan pax. Komisyen pulak masa tuh memang kelakar..paling tinggi pun 100 lebih yang Vani dapat itupun kita dah tepuk tangan!see how from the 100 komisyen jadi 1k sekarang??

There's some people that I need to mention here. Start from our Team Leader. Fitry my 1st TL a cool person tapi kalau dia marah nasib la kau. Vik!!! Yang selalu ada 'hari Vik period' we called it everytime he's in a bad mood and dia selalu kena dengan aku and Arni. Not to forget Joon Han yang selalu cari pasai dengan aku!and Angel who everybody hates sampai Kelvin nak tukar TL but she's actually ok.hahaha.

Agents!man I have lots to say bout my collegue.Bob!apa saja yang keluar dari mulut dia aku rasa nak pukui je lepas tu pelesit pantang hp terlepas kat tangan dia adala status kita dia update! Seriously saying kalau dia tak ada call center tu macam sunyi sikit. Tapi dia takut dengan girlfriend dia Kikin kalau orang lain macam macam dia kenakan!dengan Kikin ha cuba la dia!tagteam dia Naqib.kalau depa bergabung herm habis la kau.Sirus!dia punya greeting saja 1call floor boleh dengar! 'Even if u talk to the king also cannot!' Haha.Eleen! My god who could forget her???fuhh.

So many stories that I can share here but once u want to put it in here ur mind just goes blank. So to the rest.. Muz,Azim,Hawa,Hana,Jihan,Bonet...good luck guys!and to my good fren Arni!haiyo nanti tak dak geng nak gelak gelak nak mengata!

To all of u anyone that I forgot to mention I'm gonna miss u guys !I hope there will be better things for u guys in the future also.fuhh I'm gonna miss Tiger!u guys are my extended famly!!! I love each and everyone of u!!!

See u guys on dinner day!
Gosh...cried...

Kakak shaf
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4/10/2012

A Big Boy He Is!

look at him !look at him!
he is so big now o my handsome boy.
mummy miss u everyday.u never know how it feels not until u become a mother on your own.
u will never know how being married is until u are in it.

so Kaliq's is almost 4 months now.he finally can do this!
TADAAA!!!
haha .its amazing to see how your child develops infront of your eyes.i miss u baby.i cant wait for us to be together again.i muahhh u long time.

3/12/2012

Hai I Am Kaliq!

Assalamualaikum and hai!my name is Kaliq Rafael b. Mohd Khairul Afiq. Mumy cal me Kaliq or sometime Raff. Well many people ask anyway what my name really means. Kaliq means creative while Rafael means god has healed in Spanish. And Kaliq is also actually the combination dady's name Khairul Afiq and mummy's name Salina.

By the time I'm invading mummy's space here I am officialy 3months old. Well most of the time I just sleep and drink me milk. Grrrr(pirate sound).

Anyway I live quite far from mum and dad as they have to setle things so that I can live with them comfortably. For the time being I'm staying with my ayah lang and mak yang and my4 cousins.

Well it doesn't matter anyway I'm still the bos whereever I go. Bein grown up is boring! Babies have more fun u see. I just cry and I have everyone to do things for me(don't tell anyone its our secret okay!)

Ok then I have to go. Wish me well and mummy daddy murah rezeki ok so that I can stay with them fast!

Love,
Handsome boy kaliq rafael

3/11/2012

This Is A Confession True From MyHeart. I Am Telling All.

I try not to cry every night before I go to sleep as I'm missing Kaliq so much. A part of me is lost. He's been with me all the time but mum and dad got things to settle.

I'm not sure how one can be far from their babies.I'm sure I can't. A friend of mine from the office she's been apart from her baby for quite some time as she's working here and her baby is back with her mom at Jakarta. And I can see that she have a pretty tuff heart. I don't know how she do it at least I can see Kaliq once a week while she can only see her son like 5months once. I see her streght and I develop mine.

Everyday I come back from work I always expect to see him back home. But I know I won't. When he was home all my penat gone away. So I can say its true when people said 'tengok muka anak hilang penat'.

To be honest our life is not in a good place. As Jessie J said 'its all bout the money money money'. And because of our job demand us to work on wekend and late shift till night we have to send him to stay with my sister at Pahang. I went and visit him like once a week if I can. I'm so lucky that I have my sister. My lifesaver. She's wiling to jaga Kaliq for awhile. Wakeup in the middle of the night to make his milk and all as its been a long time that she haven't got a baby. All her children semua dah besar and all girls so a boy would be nice in the family. Plus I know kaliq's be gettin lotsa love there from his cousins and uncle.

I try to take my mind away from him. And wow its not easy. From someone that use to sleep at 12-1am I now sleep at 10pm almost every day. I'm so tired and my mind is elsewhere. Work is the only place that I can make myself busy or have a good laugh. Hubs try to make me feel happy but then I still feel empty. My heart is empty so does our house.

U see when I was pregnant I never think of this. All I know is 'wah seronoknya ada anak' but I never think of the hard part. Being away from him is the biggest test of all. The 2nd thing was of course when he was at the hospital. I'm bless that I have a wonderful family. Kaliq was admitted here in serdang and my famly comes from as far as perak and pahang to visit. But poor hubs not one I repeat NOT ONE of his family come n visit except for his father but him also now stop caring after my hubs mengadu masalah to him.

I'm telling my story as I can't take it anymore. Hubs is a great guy despite his lack of luck. My son bukan kena sakit biasa at that time. He kena pneunomia which is dangerous. Thank you Allah for all the pahala given and giving me the courage to take care of my son during that 7days at the hospital. My mother in law never once call and ask khabar . His cousins who are very close with him also nada! Poor hubs he feels like nobody on his side cares about his son sedangkan this is cucu/cicit pertama on his side. Why and why and why?teruk sangat ke dia? And tell me what did kaliq did to u guys that he deserve this kind of famly. Don't wory my lil man u always have me,daddy,ur cousins,ur aunties,uncles and of course atuk and opah on mummy's side. Mum will teach u what famly really are.

I hope that everything goes well so that we can bring kaliq's back with us. Amin ya Allah. Kaliq,mumy miss u everyday. Every night mumy cries but mumy keep it from dady. Mumy cry slowly so that dady can't hear n he won't be sad too. I mis u so much and I love u more than my nyawa. U are my nyawa.
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2/29/2012

Gosh How My Life Change!

berapa lama tak update dah blog ni but still ada urge to do so not for others tapi specifically untuk kaliq for his future reading. gosh my life change so much.there is so many things that i want to share but as for now im with Kaliq.actually at the moment kaliq stay dengan aunty dia (my sister) dekat bentong pahang so that we can setle few things.once its setle than we will bring him back with us.

having a child is not all fun .i mean bukan la its a bad thing.u see when i was pregnant all i can think is " wah happynya nak dapat anak " u know it is soooo amazing to have a child on ur own.but then i forgot the hard part..like when ur child is sick...money issue and such.kena prepare self financially and minda pun kena prepare.to bring a child in this world especially is not all fun.banyak dugaannya yang kita kena betul betul prepare.

u see this handsome boy ..cepat je dah besar!he is currently (by the time im posting this ) 2months and 14 days.moms lil man .i love u.

1/10/2012

Pengalaman Bersalin Anak Pertama.

Gambar kat atas ni gambar pertama kaliq.

Dah lama aku nak post pasal pengalaman aku ni. Kalau orang tak baca pun 1hari nanti akan jadi rujukan buat anak tersayang kisah bagaimana aku lahirkan dia.hehe. Aku buat dalam bentuk kronologi chewah senang sikit nak baca.

38weeks 4days
-Masa tuh dah dekat seminggu sakit perut tapi tak boleh nak melepas. Dah macam sembelit. Banyak kali cakap kat Que tapi dia dah biasa dengar aku kompelin tu ni.
-Malam 12hb aku sakit perut memulas2 macam nak period tapi malas nak pergi klinik sebab 14hb checkup dekat Klinik kesihatan. Malam tu jugak aku tak boleh tidur sebab boleh rasa baby dalam perut macam tak bergerak. Que sedap tidur tapi aku duk cuba ketuk perut nak bagi dia respon tapi tak pun. Aku dah start panik tapi decide tunggu siang sebab dia bergerak cuma tak aktif. Mula la kepala duk pikir terbelit ke hape ke.huhu.
-pagi dalam pukul 6am aku kejut Que cakap sakit tapi tak kejut bersungguh kejut biasa je.
-8am lebih Que pergi kerja. Dalam pukul 10am aku sakit sangat pergi toilet nak melepas tak jadi tapi kencing keluar ketul darah sikit. Sakit dah mula tapi tak kerap dan aku tak tau pun yang tuh contraction.
-call mysister before sms Que sebab tak nak dia kelam kabut. Kakak aku pulak cakap kena pergi hospital sebab dah tanda nak bersalin. Dengan tenang aku call Que. Siap cakap don't panic but I need to go to the hospital.
-dalam duk menunggu aku siap bbm,mengemop,bagi kucing makan hehe sebab due date a long way to go and my mind dah stuck dengan cerita pasal false alarm.Plus masa tu baru hari kedua maternity leave. Macam pandai je budak ni nak bagi mummy dia save cuti heh.
-then once Que sampai straight ke Hospital Serdang. Tukar kain batik cek bukaan baru 2cm. They use this tools to check which I hate sebab sakit kot!since baru 2cm the nurse said boleh balik dulu sebab baru sikit. Plus I heard that during that time ward full. Labour room pun full. Ramai sungguh bersalin bulan 12.
-on the way going back the pain was already crucial. Dari dalam 15minit sekali jadi 5 minit sekali. The pain was like having period pain tapi power punya period pain. Masa tu dalam hati dah nak cakap dah dengan Que that I can't handle it anymore tapi macam aku denied yang aku rasa nak bersalin dah.hehe. Kami sempat lagi tu singgah Jco beli donut.
-sampai kat rumah sambil makan donut ni aku duk tahan sakit while Que dah dok bebel ajak aku pergi hospital balik sebab dia tengok aku dah tak tahan sangat. I only tell him just wait until air ketuban pecahla or pergi tanya kat klinik kitaorang selalu pergi dulu macam mana. He went out and ask. Masa tu aku dah memang istifar banyak sebab dah sakit sangat. Dia balik je terus pergi Hospital Serdang balik.
-sampai kat hospital dah bukak 6cm. Macammana dia cek bukaan ni..ha pakai jari seluk ye. Nasib baik semua perempuan dapat lelaki jenis tangan besar ke ha mampus. Masa ni Que kat luar sambil aku duk sakit aku bbm dengan dia. Aku ada jugak mintak penahan sakit sebab dah tak tahan sangat dan aku ingat sampai sekarang nurse tu jawab istifar je dah tak boleh mintak penahan sakit bagai!hehe. Bila aku cakap kat Que dia boleh buat kelakar pasal muka dia bengkak kena elergi ubat lagi. Haih bini tengah sakit dia le kena elergi bagai.huhu.
-time ni aku dah tak menahan dah. Aku dah sakit sangat istifar tak berenti aku rasa macam tak ada siapa peduli. Sudahnya aku jerit lepas tu ada sorang doktor datang..lelaki ye! Cek bukaan dah berapa tah sebab masa tuh dah sakit macam nak meneran sangat sakit lain dah tak rasa dah. Then aku dengar doktor tu jerit 'labour room ready!' Masa dia tolak pergi tu aku dah tak rasa takut ke apa sebab yang aku tau cepatla baby keluar aku dah tak tahan sangat. Kemudian aku dengar nurse jerit panggil Que suruh masuk. Kuasa tuhan ye syurga isteri dibawah tapak kaki suami...aku tengok dia dengan muka bengkak aku jadi tenang...macam kurang sakit..serius tak tipu.
-masuk labour room dia suruh tukar baju kemudian masuk air straight dia suruh push. Que pun tolong cakap kat telinga aku suruh push. Masyaallah Allah maha besar betapa sakitnya masa tu nak push tak boleh!dia ajar pun aku tak boleh nak buat!sampai aku nak menangis nak menjerit! Nurse tu dengan slow cakap dengan aku jangan menjerit menangis..push je yang penting anak. Aku rasa aku dah push habis baby tak nak keluar jugak. Masa tu tak silap dalam pukul 6pm lebih. Lama jugak aku push tau tau dah pukul 7pm lebih.
-sebabkan aku dah tak larat nak push sorang lagi doktor datang untuk vakum. Masa ni Que kena keluar. Dia suruh push habis habis kemudian aku dapat rasa dia sedut baby kemudian potong sikit untuk baby keluar habis...
-then miracle Ya Allah yang aku tak boleh lupa baby keluar warna kebiruan dengan penuh lendir lagi dia letak atas perut aku kemudian dia potong tali pusat. Masa ni aku pegang sikit je dia sebab geli.haha. Kemudian diaorang ambik untuk bersihkan. Masa ni Que cerita dia dah dengar baby nangis dia nak masuk nurse tak kasi tapi lepas bersih diaorang terus kasi baby kat dia untuk diazankan. Masa tu aku tak tengok lagi baby.
-masa baby keluar rasa lega yang teramat sangatla. Lepas tu kena keluarkan uri kemudian jahit. Dah penat tu ingatkan bius la jahitkan rupanya tak. Ha menahanla lagi lepas tu. Dekat sejam jugakla. Lepas doktor tu dah siap cuci segala lama jugak tunggu dalam bilik tu dengan lapar dahaga teramat barula Que datang bawak baby. Itula kali pertama aku tatap Kaliq Rafael sebab kitaorang tak pernah buat 3D ke pape kan.
-kemudian dia tolak ke wad dapatla jumpa dengan mak long dan ibu Que sekejap. Malam tu memang aku dengan Kaliq je. Bila aku tengok Que dengan Kaliq memang rasa nak menangis tengok betapa hapynya dia dapat anak.
-malam tu aku tak dapat tido sebab sakit kemudian belajar bagi susu. Selebihnya aku banyak tatap muka Kaliq. Rasanya adala sejam aku tido.
-esoknya awal pagi lagi Que dah datang to pick up my parents then petang tu dah boleh keluar. Walaupun kelas 3 servis tip top bayaran alhamdulilah rm16 sahaja.
-by the time I'm posting this Kaliq yang lahir pada 13 december 2011 pada berat 3.15kg pada jam 7.55 malam dah pun masuk hari ke 29!berat pun dah naik dan makin comel!lots more to share soon!