tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40124021421406784632024-03-13T09:07:58.095+08:00ONCE A MOM ALWAYS A MOMstory of my life as a mom a wife a daughter and a friendAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.comBlogger39125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-68357376324179885812015-11-24T02:52:00.000+08:002015-11-24T02:52:31.112+08:00To My ChildrenIt has been a while that i didn't post anything. But lately i cant sleep well. I kept on thinking about my late father..and i kept thinking about my children.<br />
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Since i got my kids my world changed. It is no longer about me..no longer about anyone else except for them. I saw a lot lately small kids losing their parents..and even parents losing their child. What if it happen to me?<br />
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My children. One day you both gonna read this (i guess) and this blog is the best medium that i can convey my massage to you both when you're older(old enuf to read)-<i><span style="font-size: x-small;">im gonna try to write more after this.</span></i><br />
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I remember the day,the first day i hold you both. Abang Kaliq Rafael,when i first saw you when your daddy push you on that small hospital trolley i thought to myself how beautiful you are..how am i going to care for you as i cant even take care of myself sometime..am i going to love you unconditionally eventhough i had just met you..am i gonna be a good mother? i almost question myself everyday.<br />
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Adik Adra Nelissa,we were together straight after you came out of me.It was just me and you.Your daddy had to take care of abang that time. It was you and me in that room after all the doctor and nurses leaves us. I remember talking to you..i told you how beautiful you are and that mummy will love you and abang the same,No difference.<br />
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You both have changed me forever. Friends are no longer no.1 to me(it used to top family)i cried easily over little little things..i even love weddings now as its good to see my friends once in a while. Especially family weddings as i could see families and how they love you both like i do.I did everything in fast pace now..like walking,eating,cooking and such so that i can just lay down and watch tv with you both..<br />
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I may not be a good mother to you both sometime.I scream,i shout..i loose my patience.But it doesn't mean i love you both less.<br />
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Abang and adik..arwah atuk used to said<i>"tak ada apa yang lebih berharga selain dari adik beradik(nothing more precious than our siblings-family)"</i><br />
Abang,you need to protect adik more than i do.You both need to be hand in hand forever.I may not be there to protect you both but i know there will people that will love you both like i do.<br />
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Haih emotionally distracted.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-90305961937733344722014-10-09T14:33:00.001+08:002014-10-09T15:07:28.861+08:00Pencarian Sekolah For Abang Kaliq RafaelAku datang rajin je aku start menaip ni. Dengan masa tak banyak kerja.Saja nak bagi anak aku baca masa akan datang. Nanti tulis dalam bentuk status facebook nanti too long to hadam.<br />
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Dah datang dah this point in life nak kena pikir hal sekolah anak .Dulu masa kita pergi sekolah,masuk uni mana nak pikir mana la datang parents aku cari duit ni. Like no kan. We just enjoy our time in school. Duk tak duk ni tahun depan Kaliq dah nak masuk 4 year old. Cepatnya anak mummy membesar ni.sob sob.</div>
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If im not mistaken dulu aku masuk tadika umur 6 tahun lepas tu 7 tahun masuk darjah 1. Alah masuk tadika goverment je pun. Yang pakai uniform pink tu. Sekolah apa tah. Lupa dah. Ok je bijak je aku sekarang. Bijak mengalahkan apa tah lagi * tepuk belakang sendiri* . Tapi tak la tau how much it cost back then . Yang aku tau pergi sekolah, main, belajar, makan ,balik ,ulang. Tak de maknanya aku nak tanya parents aku berapa kos pembelajaran aku tahun ni.</div>
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Living in the city *chewah* dia punya persaingan dia lain macam. Anak kawan kawan masuk sekolah gempak takkan anak aku masuk sekolah biasa biasa. Noooooo..Im not that kind. Ini bukan version #villagepeople ye nak dengki sentiasa tak boleh tengok orang lain lebih. Yang aku pikir kan more to cost off course dan mana sekolah yang baik mengikut kos aku tuh.</div>
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Kalau ikut kan hati aku ni nak je hantar sekolah kerajaan. Tapi around this area memang tak ada goverment school terdekat. sebabnya off course la lebih murah lepastu pembelajaran dia sama je. Aku dulu tadika kerajaan tapi kenapa aku power *tepuk belakang sendiri lagi*. So i had survey a few places la for my son. Dasyatnya la yuran sekolah untuk budak baru 4 tahun ni *nangis*\</div>
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Kalau rate sekolah sekolah glamer ni such as Brainy bunch ke,Smart reader and such ..kalau kau tak le nak bayar fee around 4-5K baik kau lupakan jela mummy oi. Bulanan dia pun boleh tahan. Half day around RM300 full day around RM700 *nangis lagi* .Tapi kalau mampu apa salahnya.Semua parents nak yang terbaik untuk anak,am i right. Cumanya tula memang aku ni tak la mampu. Buat masa ni.Masa depan tak tau lagi.</div>
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Alhamdulilah dah jumpa sekolah yang ok. Cuma fee dia tu tercirit jugak aku nak bayar. Dekat pun dekat. Bayaran bulanan pun okay. Dengan harapan dapat la aku langsaikan sebelum budak tu start sekolah sebab dah beria sangat nak pergi school tu. Insyaallah ye abang Kaliq.</div>
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Mak mak sekarang dia lain macam sikit. Dia punya berlumba tu lain macam. Sebenarnya sekolah mana mana pun okay. Ada yang ada nama ,mahal tapi sebenarnya tah pape (hasil pencarian gugel testimoni mak mak) ada yang biasa biasa je tapi dapat testimoni yang baik. It depends la. Lain la aku ni anak orang kaya 1k sebulan pun tak pe aku hantar anak aku tu.</div>
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Yang terbaik tak semestinya mahal -iklan indon.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-23474343804336230122014-06-16T13:29:00.002+08:002014-06-16T13:29:53.896+08:00Antara Rumah Besar Dan Rumah Kecil,Antara Kereta Besar Dan Kereta Kecildah lama tak update blog ni. tapi tergerak nak update sebab terbaca 1 posting semalam yang orang duk share kat facebook <i>" antara pendapatan RM 2800,RM800 sebulan,udang goreng dan zuhud"</i>. i read this blog posting to my husband and i told him hermmm macam sama kisah kita kan.<br />
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masa awal kenal my husband dia agak pemboros sikit,jenis boleh habiskan 1 portion gaji untuk benda benda yang blerghh. mungkin sebab dia dibesarkan tak dapat semua benda. dan aku pulak jenis penjimat walaupun aku tak la dibesarkan dari keluarga yang kaya tapi aku jenis apa nak dapat walaupun aku sedar ni masa dah tua ni masa kecik dulu aku tak sedar yang mungkin aku ada susahkan mak ayah aku sebab nak tu ni.yela masa kita kecik mana la tau apakan.macam anak aku sekarang la nampak je kat tv nak,keluar je nak.kadang bukan tak mampu nak beli kat dia tapi aku nak dia belajar hidup ni bukan takat sebut nakkkkkkk je kemudian benda jatuh atas riba.banyak cantik.kahkahkah.tapi nenek nenek dia manjakan dia.takpa la bak kata mak aku "cucu aku biarle".gittew.bila dah tua ni banyak la tau kan antaranya masa aku nak basikal dulu mak aku guna duit toreh getah kumpul kumpul dapat la beli kan aku basikal.aku tau susah ni bila dah jadi mak bapak.anak anak kita manala tau susah kita nak adakan semua bendakan.<br />
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berbalik ke cerita kami.masa awal kawin kami duduk rumah kecik je.okla duduk berdua bersama sama dengan kucing kucing yang ramai.haha.kemudian pindah ke rumah teres 2 tingkat.lepas tu aku preknen maka aku jadi tak larat.nak turun tangga pun ya Allah seksa.jadi rumah agak tak berjaga.masa tu pun kita orang hanya pakai motor sahaja. dan nak dijadikan rezeki anak kami yang sulung my husband manage to keluarkan saga baru masatu.kemudian dia pun lepas loan untuk bayar deposit kereta tu.tu dikatakan rezeki sebab sebelum tu nak apply apa pun mesti tak lepas.<br />
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bila dah ada anak sorang mulala perbelanjaan jadi bertambah.disebabkan tak mampu nak bayar rumah kitaorang pun pindah ke kawasan yang agak jauh,rumah teres 1 tingkat.tapi disebabkan nasib laki aku yang tak berapa baik bab kerja dan sebab tuan rumah jenis melayu yang tak pernah ada harta kitaorang pun keluar dari rumah tu.banyak cabaran yang kitaorang lalu masa ni.dengan aku preknen second baby,dengan income tak menentu.tapi somehow masatu bila kitaorang rasa adoi takle setle la masalah ni serabut !! Allah datangkan kekuatan dan penyelesaian yang kitaorang pun tak terpikir boleh lalu benda tu.<br />
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pada mulanya aku dah pikir nak pindah balik ke kampung je senang habis cerita tapi aku tak sedap nak susah kan parents aku kemudian dengan laki pulak jauh(dah aku jenis tak le berjauhan dari laki) aku decide dengan laki aku apa kata kita pindah dekat damansara balik (rumah dan kawasan pertama kitaorang mula duduk masa kahwin) sebab dekat dengan mak mertua aku dan dekat dengan tempat kerja baru laki aku.masa ni aku tak bekerja sebab dah nak bersalin jadi laki aku sorang la tanggung kami bertiga ni dengan gaji less than RM2000.bayangkan.tapi ada hikmah disebaliknya la sebab someway somehow mendekatkan lagi hubungan kitaorang dengan mak mertua aku dan mendekatkan lagi hubungan cucu dan nenek dia.alhamdulilah.dan masa ni jugak aku berpantang sendiri.dan masa ni aku sedar ya Allah aku ni memang strong orangnya.haha.<br />
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dari rumah yang besar ke rumah yang kecik,dari saga baru(kena curik) ke kia (rosak tak fix lagi)ke kereta yang kecik (kancil)someway somehow aku rasa amatlah bersyukur.bila aku mendongak maksudnya tengok kehidupan orang lain yang hebat ada kereta besar,rumah besar dan sebagainya aku somehow nampak ada kurangnya dekat kehidupan dia.tapi bila aku lihat kebawah maknanya tengok kesusahan orang lain yang lagi teruk dari apa yang aku hadap sekarang aku rasa ya Allah bersyukur sangat.aku jadikan contoh kat sini ,mintak maaf ye siti nurhaliza..ada kehidupan yang diimpikan dek semua perempuan tapi apa yang dia takda?paling selalu aku nilaikan again sorry marion counter..what a fabulous life she leeds..tapi ada kurangnya yang takpe la aku simpan je la or maybe orang lain pun boleh nilaikan.<br />
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bila this guy article bercakap pasal dia teringin nak makan udang..mengingatkan aku sangat pada arwah ayah aku.tak tau la macam mana dia tau.haha. tiap kali aku nak makan something tapi aku takde duit mesti tiba tiba makanan tu sampai kat aku.sekarang ni laki aku dah mengikut dah perangai dia.tak tau la kot laki aku dah jadi mind reader ke hape tapi tiap kali aku nak makan something je tau tau dia bawak balik rumah walaupun aku tak pernah cakap pun kat dia.rezeki tu datang dalam bentuk yang kita tak jangka bukan dari duit atau barang barang je.<br />
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aku pernah masak nasi goreng sentiasa sebab tak ada apa nak masak sampai aku kata kat laki aku masak ni je sebab takda bahan(nasi goreng kosong) dia makan je takada kompelin(hish nak nangisla taip ni)asalkan yang paling penting barang anak ada.dan sebab inila aku membentuk sikap tak memintak kat laki.kalau nak tau kasut kerja aku dengan kasut keluar ada 2 je tu la aku pusing pusing pakai.bukannya aku kedekut tapi sebab aku rasa ya Allah nak belanjakan walau 30RM beli kasut pun aku rasa baik la aku beli susu anak.melainkan kalau laki aku belikan tetibala.itu pun aku dah sound awal kalau nak beli apa apa untuk aku jangan sekali beli yang mahal aku memang tak suka.<br />
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itupun aku masih pelik bila ada orang kata aku belagak.belagak celah mana tah sebab takda pun aku upload makan mahal,takde pun aku upload barang barang branded ke kenderaan mewah ke rumah mewah ke.paling tidak gambar anak anak sebab ni la yang paling "mahal" sekali dalam dunia aku.dan kita patut careful pasal ni sebab kadang contoh kalau kita upload barang mewah ke mungkin ada yang mendoakan benda yang tak baik kat kita dalam diam.ni aku tak ingat mana aku dengarla walaupun niat kita so called nak tunjuk rezeki kita.sama jugak dengan upload pic anak ni sebenarnya.evil eye is everywhere.<br />
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pada aku tak apa kalau rumah kita kecik,kenderaan kita kecik janji kita ada each other(family)dan yang paling penting kita kena belajar bersyukur.dan aku bersyukur bila aku dah jadi mak ni aku jadi lagi bersyukur ya Allah.contoh laki aku hilang duit terakhir kitaorang minggu lepas still aku kata kat dia <i>"takpe bukan rezeki kita'</i> kalau dulu sebelum jadi mak mau aku meroyan tak tentu pasal dah kat dia.hahaha.dan seperti mamat tu tulis dalam blog dia aku kenal erti zuhud..<br />
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Iaitu bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, dan redha dengan nikmat yang ditarik.<br />
dan alhamdulilah walaupun aku ada bersepah hutang ni yang aku cuba nak bayar sikit sikit tapi kadang ada je problem yang datang..aku rasa amat bahagia duduk dirumah kecik ni yang senang aku nak kemas,senang nak monitor anak dan selalu dilawat nenek anak anak.dan aku bersyukur masih ada kenderaan walaupun kecik tapi kita orang lagi lepas merata sebab minyak jimat.haha.ok tujelah.bye!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-6360873963506766492014-04-16T15:40:00.000+08:002014-04-16T15:40:46.232+08:00Bad Experience With Sungai Buloh Hospital Emergency Departmentfuhh its been a long time that I have not update anything and I finally blog again because I was piss !! so that I can put this up on facebook as its too long.lol. so I hope everyone can ready my complain letter to Sungai Buloh Hospital. take note before you read my complain letter (which had been sent out already) I have no issue with government hospital. but I have issue with some people attitude that works there.<br />
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but despite that Hospital Sungai Buloh pediatric doctor is the best unlike their emergency doctor. so what happen was ..............like my complain letter below.read on.<br />
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to whom it may concern,<br />
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being a mother of 2 i never been skeptical of hospital kerajaan like
some mother do as both of my kids was born in hospital kerajaan. my
first son who is now 3 year old was born in hospital serdang. we went
many times there to kecemasan even late at night.despite all the
complains of " kena tunggu lama kat hospital kerajaan" we dont mind as
we wanted the best for our kids and off course we dont have the money to
go private. hospital serdang had been great. no issue. even we have to
wait long they treat our kids in good manner and check thoroughly.<br />
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my son was admitted to the wad kanak kanak ,despite not having the bed
for the parents to wait i dont mind as the doctors were great and they
treat us well. way difference from all of my experience going to
hospital sungai buloh. but before that let me compliment one thing.
hospital sungai buloh has the best pediatricians ever! seriously. we
been there about 3 times and had very great experience with the doctors
and nurses. even there is one time that we bring a referral letter from
the clinic and we dont know that we have to go emergency straight
instead of there still the doctor was kind to check our daughter. this
is way different from the wad kecemasan! is it because we dont have the
money? is it because theres so many patience?? or is it because u just
dont bother anymore..or maybe we should u know give money to the person
starting from the guy at the outside one (those who give out the number
before going to bilik 1). <br />
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i had went to sungai buloh emergency numerous
time but all was bad experience except for one time..imagine only
once!or maybe im just unfortunate that during the time i went bad things
happened. your outside staff(the one giving out the number) was all no
smile at all. seeing a mother like me carrying a small child they dont
even have the courtesy to smile and just seem "dont care" attitude.next
when i went to bilik 1 it was ok,normal. the worst part is when we wait
to see the doctor.<br />
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before there were this system where red card is
considered as urgent cases..but still we had to wait like more than 1
hour. ok nevermind its ok we used of the waiting situation.yesterday we
went there at around 7pm. theres not much of people waiting. there are 5
doctor room (if im not mistaken) and its almost 9pm already.my husband
went to check wether theres doctor inside the room.turn out there is no
doctor at all in every room!! so he went and complain.like 15minutes later then
the number moved.<br />
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so i bring my daughter inside. 1 chinese doctor(a guy)
attend me. he doesnt even look at the damn detail on the sheet! doesnt
even know that my daughter is a SHE not HE!! and he doesnt even know how
old is my daughter!! he only check sooo damn simple unlike how my son
was treated last time at hospital serdang.by the way my daughter was
coughing like almost 3 weeks. i was worried because my son last time was
admitted because of lung infection due to prolong coughing and flu.he
only do simple lung check using the stethoscope and advice me to go
klinik kesihatan for tibi check.like what the heck.and thats it.i
understand that there wont be any medicine for below 2 year old. i know
tat long time but the doctor should not speak to me like a stupid not
reading mom person.<br />
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while i was there in the room he was chit chating
with the other doctor about something that is not related at all with a
patience there! i got so angry and scold the doctor.even the other
doctor was synical smiling behind me when i scold the other doctor like "
i dont care whatever" attitude. this is yesterday.before that it was
much worst.i have the name of the doctor unfortunately i dont have it
now to include in this complain.it was an indian lady
doctor.unfortunately for me twice we went there we got to met the same
doctor!she had this "i dont care attitude". before it was my daughter
jaundice blood checkup.she said we have to wait 2 hours for the result.
at that time it was almost 10pm.because of the waiting.so common sense
do we have to wait until 12pm?with small baby and 1 todler?i ask her if
you can do a courtesy to call us to inform or maybe we could come
tomorow to get the result.she said cannot if come again have to check
again and cannot call.so we wait in the car !at night with our 2
kids.<br />
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okay the next jaundice checkup..my husband went and complain we
cannot wait that long ..now it change to 1 hour pulak! the next one
around 45 minutes pulak!means it can be done in shorter time!2nd time
same doctor again bad experience also but i cant recall what
happen.third time which i remember the most.my son was having a
diarrhea and vomiting. we went there a bit late.so the doctor said in
such case he had to be admitted so fine with me.but i told her can it be
done tomorow as my daughter is still breastfeed so we had to go back
for the night and come again early in the morning.she said can but have
to go through all the waiting again in a very synical way !then she even
ask me " jadi mak datang sini buat apa?!" like what ?????i remain my
calmness .she even said ikut mak la nak buat apa...what the heck !! she
is a doctor!!!!she should suggested me something atleast to assure me with her professional opinion!atleast provide us a letter to come in the
morning for admission.<br />
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is this how sungai buloh hospital works?????then
you should probably change ur way.i dont think its that alasan "ramai
orang' "kurang doktor" and such as hospital serdang is much worst but
they able to creat a good experience.i even see a female doctor at
klinik kesihatan seri kembangan ALONE <br />
treating all the kids in a very joyfull manner and even give advice and
able to do her work quick.i hope this can change atleast to be able to
see small kids/baby and old people first and to see the situation wether
its late or not.my husband even went once at 1 am to kecemasan and
finish at almost 4am with not much of people at the emergency!! and he
bring our son because of high fever! please you should change. to those
who reading this pls take this matter seriously. i as a consumer will
bring this to many sources out there from social network to kementerian
kesihatan and to the media .thank you.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-65665262679748071742014-02-07T17:47:00.000+08:002014-02-07T17:47:24.962+08:00Super Housewife MommiesI never got the time to really update my blog anymore well basically bukannya tak ada masa pun just that im to lazy to do it anymore.pfftt. But i remind myself why i do it in the first place that is to leave something that my kids could read.<br />
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I decided to get back working after i dont know almost a year i think being a housewife. Some might said being a housewife is easy(especially husband..they always said this..by that i meant my husband that is)but heck no..they are soooo wrong.<br />
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when i was a housewife terasa macam theres too many things to do. Let say for example in 1 day i can start by washing dishes,tetiba sapu sampah..kemudian alamak lantai kotor pulak ada susu tumpah kena mop pulak..then end up i mop the whole house then pergi toilet alamak kotornya toilet!!there i am menyental lantai toilet pulak and it will goes on and on until end of the day. Tapi yelah not all the time aku buat kerja kan.nak mampus macam tu?nanti tak terlayan anak pulak.<br />
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And now i decided to start back working sebab nak tolong my husband. I feel that he can no longer support all. Masa berhenti kerja pun bukan lah kita orang mampu sangat tapi mengenangkan adik Adra still small and husband was like aahhhh kesiannya nak hantar adik. So we berkorban a lot of things..i mean a lot.<br />
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No more dine out (only once a while) no more movie outing and such. Basically because of the money and time. And there are times that there was nothing to eat so i just masak whatever have. I am not ashamed to say this as this make me bersyukur and put my priority at the right place.<br />
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Now that Adra is 6 month old and Kaliq 2year+ there is a bit relief that now i can send them to babysitter so that i can work..but still my heart is not at the right place anyway..haha..asyik melayang ke rumah babysitter je. Okay till then.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-10169675225644591202013-11-13T21:34:00.001+08:002014-02-07T17:33:50.753+08:00Dia Almost 3 months pemergian masih terasa yang dia ada. I could never imagine after looking at so many pictures together especially my wedding picture that 3years after im going to loose him forever. <br />
After i got married he seldom calls me. Selalunya dia akan mintak mak call kan. At the end of the conversation with mak dia hanya sampaikan salam je through mak. I also jarang sangat call dia sampai mak terpaksa call on behalf untuk tanya khabar. What makes me so busy? Once u loose someone u start to wonder...<br />
I always promise myself ok definately tomorow im gonna call him but never did i. Selalu sangat tertangguh dan terlupa. As far as i remember i barely talk to him as hes so garang..too overprotective of his kids. I could tell thousands of stories here just to prove my point haha.<br />
I hate him for always monitoring who im friend with especially those boys. I always taught that haih tak kawin la aku macam ni if he reacts like this all the time. Everytime the phone ring i got scared pikir alamak please ya Allah help tolongla yang call tu bukan budak lelaki looking for me!even if they call nak tanya pasal schoolwork ke whatever lupakanla they wont get the chance to talk with me . Never!<br />
When i was small i think in sekolah rendah he always ask me to teman him pergi the nearest town to lepak minum..buy me books and comics as he thought that i was bosan duduk rumah. But the fact is i rather stay home and watch cartoon. I always refuse but still being me dengan malasnya naik jugak motor. And sometime when its rain we have to sit hours at the bus stand tunggu hujan reda and that sometimes made me mad!!<br />
I could tell more stories but i will never forget the day i got married. Sebelum tu aku selalu pikir ya Allah percepatkan la jodoh. He is getting old i dont want him not to be at my wedding please. Afiq (my husband) was the only guy he approve. As the wedding was in short amount of time..he made it happen..even the wedding card untuk kampung punya side dia buat walaupun nama Afiq he spelt wrongly!haha. And he cried just after the akad when he nikahkan me himself which was the most beautiful thing he ever did. And he was crying and shaking!macam dia lak nak nikah ye!<br />
He always been suportive masa aku susah..the one that is there when my son was sick. Malam ni bagitau anak sakit esok pagi dia sampai! He never complains when i need his help. But still i barely call him..<br />
When Adra was born hes already sick. He never sick hes entirely life!he hates hospital. He smokes heavily. Veryyy heavy. I joke with him once masa dia selalu sangat batuk i said ha ok la esok orang belikan sekarton mesti elok batuk! So he didnt visit me like when my son was born. He said to me dia tak larat kalau larat mesti dia datang. I know he will.<br />
We went back to see him when he was admitted. It was fasting month. He hold Adra. He never hold babies not even me masa kecik dulu sebab dia tak berani pegang baby kecik but he hold Adra dengan hes old and shaken hands. I ask him boleh ke pegang ni? He said ish bolehla. My son was so happy to see him. He barely talks because he dont have the energy. The next day when we have to go back after salam he said dia tak larat kalau larat tak ada la macamni. And that was the lastime ever i spoke with him....<br />
When i receive the call that Monday morning mak was crying. Before that she call Afiq. She said kalau nak jumpa balik lah. I said to him mak ni dah menangis nangis ni dia dahla tak pernah tengok orang tua tu sakit teruk. I still think and believe that its not that bad she must be too worried.<br />
We went back on that day straight. In my mind i think its not that bad ..its just not that bad. Upon reaching i almost collapse. Masuk je rumah i cant believe my eyes. Hes getting skinny. So skinny that perut dia melengkung and his face is saggy dan terlalu cengkung. He is not him anymore. Afiq even cant believe his eyes he went out for smoke. I went out i burst into tears. I never seen him like that and i blame myself that i didnt went back masa raya..when he still can talk. Now he cant even say anything..nothing.<br />
Hubs went back on Rabu. I told him please not sebab tak sedap hati. But still he had to work. That night i couldnt sleep. I know deep in my heart that he is getting ill. Malam tu mak,eldest sister and my eldest brother bergilir teman him as he is getting worst.<br />
Pagi Khamis. <br />
Aku bangun. Keluar dari bilik memang akan terus pandang dia. I know ..we know that its not too long tapi masing masing diam. Dari pagi ramai yang masih datang melawat. Around noon i was at the kitchen about to masak nasi goreng for my son..mak was at his side with her friends who came to visit..my eldest sister was outside menyapu with my son..then i heard a loud shout calling my sister up.<br />
I went infront to see what was up. I start shaking. My whole body was. He was out of breath. Mak and my sister recite syahadah in repeat to his ear while waiting for my cousin as shes a nurse to check on him. Lepas my cousin check she whisper to my ear.. "call abang dengan akak cepat..dah nazak". Dengan tangan yang mengeletar and crying i dial my sis and bro number who was on their way. And i call hubs asking him to hurry back. Selang 5 minit my sister came to the kitchen(i was at the kitchen,while everything happen infront) she asked for the fon and she call her husband ..she said while crying 'cepat sikit pak dah takde'. I almost drop to my knee. I dont see it happen i though he is still nazak.<br />
Aku pergi depan sambil gendong anak there i saw him tidak lagi bernyawa. Is this happening?am i here?i couldnt believe my eyes.<br />
Everything happen so fast. Alhamdulilah me and hubs sempat memandikan jenazah. Sebelum dia dikebumikan lihat wajahnya buat yang terakhir kali..aku tak sanggup aku menangis di dapur sebab nampak mak cium dia buat kali terakhir sambil bisik sesuatu.<br />
Dia yang aku maksudkan dia yang memberi aku makan dari kecil hingga besar..yang hantar ambil aku dari sekolah..yang dalam susah senang dia ada. Perkara paling sakit bila rindu kan seseorang tapi tak dapat jumpa apatah lagi dengar suara. Jiwa rasa kosong. Hidup aku hanya ada 3 lelaki..dia,suami dan anak. Aku hilang 1 jiwa aku jadi kosong yang tak dapat nak penuh kan balik dengan apa apa.<br />
Aku tak sangka yang bila hari itu datang aku lihat dengan mata aku sendiri keadaan tu. Ini betul betul menginsafkan aku. <br />
Satu hari nanti aku boleh kata dengan abang u were near atuk when atuk pergi tinggalkan kita. Adik Adra..u too..even u were small and atuk didnt get the chance to know u still u were there and note that if atuk umur ada he will surely love u much.<br />
Hargailah orang tua kita selagi ada nyawa. Al fatihah.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-73251634181802944742013-10-30T09:26:00.001+08:002013-10-30T09:26:44.215+08:00The Birth Of Adra Nelissa<p>After so long i figure i rather make a new blog since i have so many things to share with especially parents out there and for my kids future read. Dah memang lama sangat tak post anything as you can see my last post was when Kaliq was at 11 month old..sekarang dah almost 2 year old in another 2months! Time flies so fast does it. But i figure i just delete my old post yang tak penting and countinue.</p>
<p>And now Adra Nelissa has been born to the world on 13th July 2013. I guess my kids memang fancy nombor 13 as Kaliq pun lahir on 13 Dec 2011.13 has now become our favourite number hehe.</p>
<p>When i was pregnant with Adra i wasnt expected that its going to be that fast as Kaliq that time baru je setahun lebih. I was so scared sampai memang tiap hari pikir how am i going to devide my time between them as of cos Kaliq needs to be given attention too. I got depress and start searching and do research by google of cos on other mothers experience. I was so scared.</p>
<p>My health also tak berapa baik that i have to quit my job to give full attention to self and Kaliq yang selalu jugak tak sihat masa tu making our financial become merudum. Masa tu bertawakal jela insyaallah ada rezeki yang baik baik untuk anak. So many things happen that sometime i just dont want to get up from my bed but Kaliq is the reason to keep me going..</p>
<p>I did not went to any checkup . Selalu sangat skip sampai kena marah dengan nurse kat klinik kesihatan but i cant go really as hubs cant get his off day often. I went for scan sekali sahaja other than that i countinue my meds. Dalam hati memang risau sangat if anything bad happen to Adra. Bertawakallah sekali lagi.</p>
<p>Alhamdulillah Adra lahir sihat sempurna di Hospital Sungai Buloh around 2am. Actually i plan to give birth dekat Hospital Selayang as my friend about a month before had a very bad experience in Sungai Buloh but i was having a really bad contraction that night that hubs decide untuk pergi ke hospital yang paling dekat.</p>
<p>I was having a really bad contraction around 10pm but still i told my hubs well maybe sakit biasa kot..false alarm. Siap cakap kat dia takpe la tunggu la pagi sebab i was thinking bout Kaliq alah mana nak hantar anak sorang ni siapa nak jaga. We even try to sleep but the contraction gap was getting closer by 5minutes so i know la that time memang tak boleh tunggu dah. I know i cant stand contraction!macam tulang belakang kena perah macam kain!</p>
<p>Upon arriving at Sungai Buloh dengan Kaliq yang mamai dunno what the heck is happening that time i was push straight to labour room. Doc said nasib baik cepat kalau tak haiyo teberanak la kat rumah. Alhamdulilah it doesnt take so long as around 1hour after i give birth to Adra eventhough hubs wasnt with me sebab kena send Kaliq to my friend house Arni (thank you so much until this day i can never thank you enough sebab tolong jaga Kaliq). Hubs reach hospital je dia dah dapat pegang Adra. But i was bit piss sebab masa tu bulan puasa so nurse semua sibuk nak bersahur. Tengah sakit tu dalam labour room boleh tanya tu ni macam tak menyempat! Siap blast off from the hp lagu Bruno Mars,Grenade!so Adra that is the first song u heard..blergh. Then i hold Adra for about an hour sebab the nurse said its a new policy that the baby be placed at the mother for an hour. Its kinda like to connect mak dan anak la.</p>
<p>Bersalin pukul 2am dapat bilik pukul 7am. Lapar gila dah masa tu. And hubs can only came back at 10am bapak kebulur dah masa tu tak kisah pantang ke hape apa hospital bagi licin! Bilik tak berapa ok masa tu sebab ramai but i dont care!all i know aku nak keluar haritu jugak! Dalam bilik tu ada 2 orang mak lagi one sebab dia punya jahitan ceaser terbukak(adoilaaa)another one mak arab yang cant understand english at all haha.</p>
<p>Dapat jugak keluar on the same day alhamdulilah. By the way if anyone wondering la kan as i always google on kos..bersalin normal and wad3 48rm sajork. Alhamdulilah ok la tu as long as semuanya selamattttt.</p>
<p>Balik tu we wait for Kaliq to come home. His first reaction to Adra???hadoi jeles habis!the night end with me and hubs tersadai tidur duduk kat katil sebab ada orang baru tu tak nak tidur! O well nanti story about confinement sendiri pulak. Toodles!</p>
<p>Note : Adra Nelissa was born on 13.07.13 at Hospital Sungai Buloh. Weight 3.45kg. Adra means suci,perawan, and also the charecter from the cartoon Pada Zaman Dahulu 'Ara' and Nelissa is my real name pronounce backward :) as Kaliq means 'the creative one' and its Khairul Afiq(hubs full name)shorten becomes Kaliq :) Adra is now 3months old :)</p>
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<br>Today 23nov2012. 12.27 am by the time I'm typing this my 11 month baby is next beside me. 11 month berlalu like soooo fast..next month 13 he will be 1 year old! Adoi like people said they grow up so fast sakit beranak pun tak hilang lagi ! Haha.
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<br>This boy now got 5 teeth.sleep in his own bed. Refuse to eat meds. Playtime for him is 24/7.very particular with food. Pakai baju is a battle evryday and such .
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<br>......looking back ..the hardship I gone tru when I was pregnant with him where I almost cry evryday due to this and that issue..we don't even have any cash when I give birth(as kaliq was born early than due date)and those 3 months of sleepless night...
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<br>Now Kaliq has grown to be a baby that was easy for me. Alhamdulilah. No diaper issue. Murah also can. Susu also no issue. Maybe he understand. Well he did went tru everthing with me for 9month kan.
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<br>Till this day still everytime I kiss him at night when he's asleep,tears fall down as that smell of the 1st day I kiss him still lingers in my mind. I love u son. Please don't grow up so fast. U will still be mommies lil man.
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-89646417711356854662012-10-04T13:00:00.001+08:002012-10-04T13:00:50.983+08:00What Normally A 10 Month Old Boy Do?wah for how long i didnt update my blog. i was so caught up in work..this and that issue..reaching a point of stress in life that even to do a simple blogging also i dont have the mood to do so.<br />
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well Kaliq is already 10 month old. time flies so fast eh? sometime i always look back at his picture when he was like a month old and said to myself <i>" man u grow up so fast i hope i dont miss a thing" .</i><br />
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he is now is so cheeky and start to climb here and there. even though he might not yet understand me but i always threaten to send him away to his grandma house at my hometown..he just look at me and smile like teasing me and like trying to tell me " hello mummy like i care and i know u love me that u wont dare send me away!" haha.<br />
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he got 2 small teeth now..barely seen but he bite hard.he loves to play now like everytimeeeeee. he will climb me and climb hes dad..climb the bed..climb the sofa..climb the door and such.<br />
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hes so active now.sometime its a bit tiring for me to entertain him in this way but he has this smirk on his face that melts my heart everytime. but 1 thing that annoys me so much is how clingy he is with his pacifier. he cant see it he will wanting it so bad! i hope one day he can get rid this habit.my bad also for teaching him to depend on it.<br />
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well thats it for now :)Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-27906477876061557192012-07-22T23:55:00.000+08:002012-07-22T23:54:46.086+08:0025 Pesanan Luqman Hakim Kepada Anaknya.1.Bila engkau ingin selamat, agar jangan karam, layarilah lautan itu dengan SAMPAN yg bernama TAKWA, ISInya ialah IMAN dan LAYARnya adalah TAWAKKAL kepada ALLAH.<p>2. Orang-orang yang sentiasa menyediakan dirinya untuk menerima nasihat, maka dirinya akan mendapat penjagaan dari ALLAH. Orang yang insaf dan sedar setelah menerima nasihat orang lain, dia akan sentiasa menerima kemulian dari ALLAH juga.<p>3. Hai anakku, orang yg merasa dirinya hina dan rendah diri dalam beribadat dan taat kpd ALLAH, maka dia tawadduk kepada ALLAH, dia akan lebih dekat kepada ALLAH dan selalu berusaha menghindarkan maksiat kepada ALLAH.<p>4. Hai anakku, seandainya ibubapamu marah kepadamu kerana kesilapan yang dilakukanmu, maka marahnya ibubapamu adalah bagaikan baja bagi tanam tanaman.<p>5. Jauhkan dirimu dari berhutang, kerana sesungguhnya berhutang itu boleh menjadikan dirimu hina di waktu siang dan gelisah di waktu malam.<p>6. Dan selalulah berharap kepada ALLAH tentang sesuatu yg menyebabkan untuk tidak menderhakai ALLAH. Takutlah kepada ALLAH dengan sebenar-benar takut ( taqwa ), tentulah engkau akan terlepas dari sifat berputus asa dari rahmat ALLAH.<p>7. Hai anakku, seorang pendusta akan lekas hilang air mukanya kerana tidak dipercayai orang dan seseorang yang telah rosak akhlaknya akan sentiasa banyak melamunkan hal- hal yang tidak benar. Ketahuilah, memindahkan batu besar dari tempatnya semula itu lebih mudah daripada memberi pengertian kepada orang yang tidak mahu mengerti.<p>8. Hai anakku, engkau telah merasakan betapa beratnya mengangkat batu besar dan besi yang amat berat, tetapi akan lebih berat lagi daripada semua itu, adalah bilamana engkau mempunyai tetangga (jiran) yang jahat.<p>9. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau mengirimkan orang yang bodoh sebagai utusan. Maka bila tidak ada orang yang cerdik, sebaiknya dirimulah saja yang layak menjadi utusan.<p>10. Jauhilah bersifat dusta, sebab dusta itu mudah dilakukan, bagaikan memakan daging burung, padahal sedikit sahaja berdusta itu telah memberikan akibat yang berbahaya.<p>11. Hai anakku, bila engkau mempunyai dua pilihan, takziah orang mati atau hadir majlis perkahwinan, pilihlah utk menziarahi orang mati, sebab ianya akan mengingatkanmu kepada kampung akhirat sedangkan menghadiri pesta perkahwinan hanya mengingatkan dirimu kepada kesenangan duniawi sahaja.<p>12. Janganlah engkau makan sampai kenyang yang berlebihan, kerana sesungguhnya makan yang terlalu kenyang itu adalah lebih baiknya bila makanan itu diberikan kepada anjing sahaja.<p>13. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau langsung menelan sahaja kerana manisnya barang dan janganlah langsung memuntahkan saja kerana pahitnya sesuatu barang itu, kerana manis belum tentu menimbulkan kesegaran dan pahit itu belum tentu menimbulkan kesengsaraan.<p>14. Makanlah makananmu bersama-sama dengan orang-orang yang taqwa dan bermusyawarahlah urusanmu dengan para alim ulamak dengan cara meminta nasihat dari mereka.<p>15. Hai anakku, bukanlah satu kebaikan namanya bilamana engkau selalu mencari ilmu tetapi engkau tidak pernah mengamalkannya. Hal itu tidak ubah bagaikan orang yang mencari kayu api, maka setelah banyak ia tidak mampu memikulnya, padahal ia masih mahu menambahkannya.<p>16. Hai anakku, bilamana engkau mahu mencari kawan sejati, maka ujilah terlebih dahulu dengan berpura-pura membuat dia marah. Bilamana dalam kemarahan itu dia masih berusaha menginsafkan kamu, maka bolehlah engkau mengambil dia sebagai kawan. Bila tidak demikian, maka berhati-hatilah.<p>17. Selalulah baik tutur kata dan halus budi bahasamu serta manis wajahmu, dengan demikian engkau akan disukai orang melebihi sukanya seseorang terhadap orang lain yang pernah memberikan barang yang berharga.<p>18. Hai anakku, bila engkau berteman, tempatkanlah dirimu padanya sebagai orang yang tidak mengharapkan sesuatu daripadanya. Namun biarkanlah dia yang mengharapkan sesuatu darimu.<p>19. Jadikanlah dirimu dalam segala tingkahlaku sebagai orang yang tidak ingin menerima pujian atau mengharapkan sanjungan orang lain kerana itu adalah sifat riya' yang akan mendatangkan cela pada dirimu.<p>20. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau condong kepada urusan dunia dan hatimu selalu disusahkan oleh dunia saja kerana engkau diciptakan ALLAH bukanlah untuk dunia sahaja. Sesungguhnya tiada makhluk yang lebih hina daripada orang yang terpedaya dengan dunianya.<p>21. Hai anakku, usahakanlah agar mulutmu jangan mengeluarkan kata-kata yang busuk dan kotor serta kasar, kerana engkau akan lebih selamat bila berdiam diri. Kalau berbicara, usahakanlah agar bicaramu mendatangkan manfaat bagi orang lain.<p>22. Hai anakku, janganlah engkau mudah ketawa kalau bukan kerana sesuatu yang menggelikan, janganlah engkau berjalan tanpa tujuan yang pasti, janganlah engkau bertanya sesuatu yang tidak ada guna bagimu, janganlah mensia-siakan hartamu.<p>23. Barang siapa yang penyayang tentu akan disayangi, sesiapa yang pendiam akan selamat daripada berkata yang mengandungi racun, dan sesiapa yang tidak dapat menahan lidahnya dari berkata kotor tentu akan menyesal.<p>24. Hai anakku, bergaul rapatlah dengan orang yang alim lagi berilmu. Perhatikanlah kata nasihatnya kerana sesungguhnya sejuklah hati ini mendengarkan nasihatnya, hiduplah hati ini dengan cahaya hikmah dari mutiara kata-katanya bagaikan tanah yang subur lalu disirami air hujan.<p>25. Hai anakku, ambillah harta dunia sekadar keperluanmu sahaja, dan nafkahkanlah yang selebihnya untuk bekalan akhiratmu. Jangan engkau tendang dunia ini ke keranjang atau bakul sampah kerana nanti engkau akan menjadi pengemis yang membuat beban orang lain. Sebaliknya janganlah engkau peluk dunia ini serta meneguk habis airnya kerana sesungguhnya yang engkau makan dan pakai itu adalah tanah belaka. Janganlah engkau bertemankan dengan orang yang bersifat talam dua muka, kelak akan membinasakan dirimu.<br>
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-82119585828789371322012-06-20T14:13:00.002+08:002012-06-20T14:13:32.769+08:00Menurunkan Demam Babyeverytime kaliq down with fever fuh memang aku serba tak kena.kalau boleh 15 minit sekali mesti cek temperature dia. ada sekali pukul 3 pagi i was awake and find his body was so hot and dia pun sama pucat..when i check his temperature it was 39+.memang panik gila la.so i start ambik kain then make it a bit wet lap lap kan badan dia bagi temperature turun.so through out the experience the most important think that i can gather is<br />
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-some stuff yang essential ada kat rumah ..tuala kecik(untuk basahan letak kat kepala) ubat demam.<br />
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-cool fever..herm not really working for me walaupun memang sentiasa ada kat dalam fridge. but kaliq hates it sebab terlampau sejuk then dia boleh sejuk sekejap je sebenarnya walaupun the iklan said it can lasted 12 hours la and such.<br />
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the best way that i tried is using kain untuk letak kat kepala dia (memang turun panas) dan the best i tried so far...pakai kentang.potong kentang nipis nipis then letak kat kepala..memang kentang tu panas la sebab dia tarik haba dalam badan.</div>
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he is 6 months old that is half a year.mak aih cepatnya masa berlalu ..boleh tak masuk perut mummy balik. i went for interview last wednesday..he was in the car with his daddy.masuk je kereta my husband said to me " mummy watch this" well this video attach is the one he show me and i was like " he always buat camni dengan u with me blur je..paling tidak dapat senyum je" haha.<br />
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i can tell that my son memang daddy's boy. he loves having fun with him while mummy usually means serious time..yeah whatever kaliq(sentap) haha.<br />
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man baby nowadays grow up so fast. just now before he went to sleep i pasang him this kids movie bout a caterpillar and his frens and he was laughing at this part where this ant duk bercakap with this caterpillar which is to us was so funny and we though hey u dah understand ke the movie kaliq oi! heh.only that particular part ok we rewind back he still laugh at that part.<br />
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<b><i>note :</i></b> to whom it may concern yang komen kat posting bawah ni yang sangat bijak memakai anonymous untuk komen page saya.saya belajar sesuatu mengenai kesilapan lepas maka kini saya telah punya satu sistem dimana saya tau siapa anda. well nevermind bout that.aku dah lama dah baca komen tu tapi malas nak issue sebab my life does not evolve around u..selama aku buat blog ni aku memang nak sangat jadi jujur supaya pengalaman tu mungkin boleh mengajar orang lain .macam wardina.siapa dia sebelum dia sekarang?tapi kalau dia cerita mesti orang hentam..tapi aku bukan wardina,,dan aku tak seindah siapa wardina sekarang.aku masih belajar jadi bila aku bercerita tujuan aku hanya untuk belajar bersama.jika aku mengajak orang kearah kebaikan menjadi salah bagi kau please u can bitching kat tempat lain beb,biasalah kau dah masuk kawasan aku kasar jadinya..cuba kau pergi page wardina gunakan ayat kau tu mungkin la keluar hadis..aku masih belajar semula jadi tak ada hadis boleh aku kasi kat kau.mungkin itu cara kau sekarang.patutla XD.anyway thanks for visiting my blog and stalk my fb.i let u have the fun.beb lain kali jangan letak anonymous aku tak marah pun malah aku anggap komen tu diri kau yang sebaliknya.ok salam!harap lain kali komen pakai nama ok.susah gak nak track kau siapa but i did it :) fuhh but then as i said my life does not evolves around u.toodles!I KNOW WHO U ARE.ILL KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT.INI BLOG ANAK GUA KALAU LU TAK PUAS TI SAID TO MY FACE.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-55295158170218305372012-05-28T14:40:00.000+08:002012-05-28T14:41:17.576+08:005 Months 15 days<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-aJfY7K8fQXo/T8MeDuvUZtI/AAAAAAAAB1g/trW_zCv8vmg/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMTMzODE4Mjk0OTIxNV8xLmpwZw%253D%253D%253F%253D-777577"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-aJfY7K8fQXo/T8MeDuvUZtI/AAAAAAAAB1g/trW_zCv8vmg/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMTMzODE4Mjk0OTIxNV8xLmpwZw%253D%253D%253F%253D-777577" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5747470598889826002" /></a></p>My grumpy little man. How time flies so fast... Look at you. My man. I love u baby
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how he grow up so fast ha.so panjang akal now.hes following his mood.and he already know what he can get from crying..sometimes out loud.haha.but still 5months old he is still that small baby that came out from my tummy that i have small talk with when he was 1 day old.</div>
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hes my soul hes my harta dunia akhirat. i love you baby.mama will always be with u. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-40276863508786955292012-04-16T23:55:00.000+08:002012-04-16T23:55:40.115+08:00Baby First Solid Food<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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well i try my level best now and then to update my blogs when i have the time for my future reading especially this so that i can remember Kaliq's progress and to share with many my own experience.<br />
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actually when Kaliq was like 2months he already eat solid food .basically its biscuit and milk.his opah give it to him T_T. at that time i was not so happy bout it as most doctor inform me that baby can eat only after 6months and if u can see most of baby food in store is actually for 6 months and above.his grandma said "alah dah lapar kasi la makan".huhu. i did ask some doctor bout this and it depends on the baby actually if they are ok with it then carry on.but some baby can get stomach problem than can lead to serious cases.<br />
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look at him !look at him!<br />
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mummy miss u everyday.u never know how it feels not until u become a mother on your own.<br />
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Assalamualaikum and hai!my name is Kaliq Rafael b. Mohd Khairul Afiq. Mumy cal me Kaliq or sometime Raff. Well many people ask anyway what my name really means. Kaliq means creative while Rafael means god has healed in Spanish. And Kaliq is also actually the combination dady's name Khairul Afiq and mummy's name Salina.
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By the time I'm invading mummy's space here I am officialy 3months old. Well most of the time I just sleep and drink me milk. Grrrr(pirate sound).
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Handsome boy kaliq rafaelAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-73859279062915742972012-03-11T00:02:00.001+08:002012-03-11T00:02:45.315+08:00This Is A Confession True From MyHeart. I Am Telling All.I try not to cry every night before I go to sleep as I'm missing Kaliq so much. A part of me is lost. He's been with me all the time but mum and dad got things to settle.<p>I'm not sure how one can be far from their babies.I'm sure I can't. A friend of mine from the office she's been apart from her baby for quite some time as she's working here and her baby is back with her mom at Jakarta. And I can see that she have a pretty tuff heart. I don't know how she do it at least I can see Kaliq once a week while she can only see her son like 5months once. I see her streght and I develop mine.<p>Everyday I come back from work I always expect to see him back home. But I know I won't. When he was home all my penat gone away. So I can say its true when people said 'tengok muka anak hilang penat'.<p>To be honest our life is not in a good place. As Jessie J said 'its all bout the money money money'. And because of our job demand us to work on wekend and late shift till night we have to send him to stay with my sister at Pahang. I went and visit him like once a week if I can. I'm so lucky that I have my sister. My lifesaver. She's wiling to jaga Kaliq for awhile. Wakeup in the middle of the night to make his milk and all as its been a long time that she haven't got a baby. All her children semua dah besar and all girls so a boy would be nice in the family. Plus I know kaliq's be gettin lotsa love there from his cousins and uncle.<br> <br>I try to take my mind away from him. And wow its not easy. From someone that use to sleep at 12-1am I now sleep at 10pm almost every day. I'm so tired and my mind is elsewhere. Work is the only place that I can make myself busy or have a good laugh. Hubs try to make me feel happy but then I still feel empty. My heart is empty so does our house.<p>U see when I was pregnant I never think of this. All I know is 'wah seronoknya ada anak' but I never think of the hard part. Being away from him is the biggest test of all. The 2nd thing was of course when he was at the hospital. I'm bless that I have a wonderful family. Kaliq was admitted here in serdang and my famly comes from as far as perak and pahang to visit. But poor hubs not one I repeat NOT ONE of his family come n visit except for his father but him also now stop caring after my hubs mengadu masalah to him.<p>I'm telling my story as I can't take it anymore. Hubs is a great guy despite his lack of luck. My son bukan kena sakit biasa at that time. He kena pneunomia which is dangerous. Thank you Allah for all the pahala given and giving me the courage to take care of my son during that 7days at the hospital. My mother in law never once call and ask khabar . His cousins who are very close with him also nada! Poor hubs he feels like nobody on his side cares about his son sedangkan this is cucu/cicit pertama on his side. Why and why and why?teruk sangat ke dia? And tell me what did kaliq did to u guys that he deserve this kind of famly. Don't wory my lil man u always have me,daddy,ur cousins,ur aunties,uncles and of course atuk and opah on mummy's side. Mum will teach u what famly really are.<p>I hope that everything goes well so that we can bring kaliq's back with us. Amin ya Allah. Kaliq,mumy miss u everyday. Every night mumy cries but mumy keep it from dady. Mumy cry slowly so that dady can't hear n he won't be sad too. I mis u so much and I love u more than my nyawa. U are my nyawa.
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-64745269146576209312012-02-29T16:31:00.000+08:002012-02-29T16:31:37.971+08:00Gosh How My Life Change!berapa lama tak update dah blog ni but still ada urge to do so not for others tapi specifically untuk kaliq for his future reading. gosh my life change so much.there is so many things that i want to share but as for now im with Kaliq.actually at the moment kaliq stay dengan aunty dia (my sister) dekat bentong pahang so that we can setle few things.once its setle than we will bring him back with us.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZnY05iixhmE/T03iTpv_WFI/AAAAAAAABus/oe__W-__Rw4/s1600/kaliq.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZnY05iixhmE/T03iTpv_WFI/AAAAAAAABus/oe__W-__Rw4/s400/kaliq.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>u see this handsome boy ..cepat je dah besar!he is currently (by the time im posting this ) 2months and 14 days.moms lil man .i love u.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-67389074066775807922012-01-10T02:37:00.000+08:002012-01-10T02:40:07.063+08:00Pengalaman Bersalin Anak Pertama.<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-EuFaWrHQpZI/Tws0h_cOeqI/AAAAAAAABuU/mTLfy_Ah2cE/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDAxMjkuanBn%253F%253D-707064"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-EuFaWrHQpZI/Tws0h_cOeqI/AAAAAAAABuU/mTLfy_Ah2cE/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDAxMjkuanBn%253F%253D-707064" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695703912310274722" /></a></p>Gambar kat atas ni gambar pertama kaliq.<p>Dah lama aku nak post pasal pengalaman aku ni. Kalau orang tak baca pun 1hari nanti akan jadi rujukan buat anak tersayang kisah bagaimana aku lahirkan dia.hehe. Aku buat dalam bentuk kronologi chewah senang sikit nak baca.<p>38weeks 4days<br>-Masa tuh dah dekat seminggu sakit perut tapi tak boleh nak melepas. Dah macam sembelit. Banyak kali cakap kat Que tapi dia dah biasa dengar aku kompelin tu ni. <br>-Malam 12hb aku sakit perut memulas2 macam nak period tapi malas nak pergi klinik sebab 14hb checkup dekat Klinik kesihatan. Malam tu jugak aku tak boleh tidur sebab boleh rasa baby dalam perut macam tak bergerak. Que sedap tidur tapi aku duk cuba ketuk perut nak bagi dia respon tapi tak pun. Aku dah start panik tapi decide tunggu siang sebab dia bergerak cuma tak aktif. Mula la kepala duk pikir terbelit ke hape ke.huhu.<br>-pagi dalam pukul 6am aku kejut Que cakap sakit tapi tak kejut bersungguh kejut biasa je.<br>-8am lebih Que pergi kerja. Dalam pukul 10am aku sakit sangat pergi toilet nak melepas tak jadi tapi kencing keluar ketul darah sikit. Sakit dah mula tapi tak kerap dan aku tak tau pun yang tuh contraction.<br>-call mysister before sms Que sebab tak nak dia kelam kabut. Kakak aku pulak cakap kena pergi hospital sebab dah tanda nak bersalin. Dengan tenang aku call Que. Siap cakap don't panic but I need to go to the hospital.<br>-dalam duk menunggu aku siap bbm,mengemop,bagi kucing makan hehe sebab due date a long way to go and my mind dah stuck dengan cerita pasal false alarm.Plus masa tu baru hari kedua maternity leave. Macam pandai je budak ni nak bagi mummy dia save cuti heh.<br>-then once Que sampai straight ke Hospital Serdang. Tukar kain batik cek bukaan baru 2cm. They use this tools to check which I hate sebab sakit kot!since baru 2cm the nurse said boleh balik dulu sebab baru sikit. Plus I heard that during that time ward full. Labour room pun full. Ramai sungguh bersalin bulan 12.<br>-on the way going back the pain was already crucial. Dari dalam 15minit sekali jadi 5 minit sekali. The pain was like having period pain tapi power punya period pain. Masa tu dalam hati dah nak cakap dah dengan Que that I can't handle it anymore tapi macam aku denied yang aku rasa nak bersalin dah.hehe. Kami sempat lagi tu singgah Jco beli donut.<br>-sampai kat rumah sambil makan donut ni aku duk tahan sakit while Que dah dok bebel ajak aku pergi hospital balik sebab dia tengok aku dah tak tahan sangat. I only tell him just wait until air ketuban pecahla or pergi tanya kat klinik kitaorang selalu pergi dulu macam mana. He went out and ask. Masa tu aku dah memang istifar banyak sebab dah sakit sangat. Dia balik je terus pergi Hospital Serdang balik. <br>-sampai kat hospital dah bukak 6cm. Macammana dia cek bukaan ni..ha pakai jari seluk ye. Nasib baik semua perempuan dapat lelaki jenis tangan besar ke ha mampus. Masa ni Que kat luar sambil aku duk sakit aku bbm dengan dia. Aku ada jugak mintak penahan sakit sebab dah tak tahan sangat dan aku ingat sampai sekarang nurse tu jawab istifar je dah tak boleh mintak penahan sakit bagai!hehe. Bila aku cakap kat Que dia boleh buat kelakar pasal muka dia bengkak kena elergi ubat lagi. Haih bini tengah sakit dia le kena elergi bagai.huhu.<br>-time ni aku dah tak menahan dah. Aku dah sakit sangat istifar tak berenti aku rasa macam tak ada siapa peduli. Sudahnya aku jerit lepas tu ada sorang doktor datang..lelaki ye! Cek bukaan dah berapa tah sebab masa tuh dah sakit macam nak meneran sangat sakit lain dah tak rasa dah. Then aku dengar doktor tu jerit 'labour room ready!' Masa dia tolak pergi tu aku dah tak rasa takut ke apa sebab yang aku tau cepatla baby keluar aku dah tak tahan sangat. Kemudian aku dengar nurse jerit panggil Que suruh masuk. Kuasa tuhan ye syurga isteri dibawah tapak kaki suami...aku tengok dia dengan muka bengkak aku jadi tenang...macam kurang sakit..serius tak tipu.<br>-masuk labour room dia suruh tukar baju kemudian masuk air straight dia suruh push. Que pun tolong cakap kat telinga aku suruh push. Masyaallah Allah maha besar betapa sakitnya masa tu nak push tak boleh!dia ajar pun aku tak boleh nak buat!sampai aku nak menangis nak menjerit! Nurse tu dengan slow cakap dengan aku jangan menjerit menangis..push je yang penting anak. Aku rasa aku dah push habis baby tak nak keluar jugak. Masa tu tak silap dalam pukul 6pm lebih. Lama jugak aku push tau tau dah pukul 7pm lebih.<br>-sebabkan aku dah tak larat nak push sorang lagi doktor datang untuk vakum. Masa ni Que kena keluar. Dia suruh push habis habis kemudian aku dapat rasa dia sedut baby kemudian potong sikit untuk baby keluar habis...<br>-then miracle Ya Allah yang aku tak boleh lupa baby keluar warna kebiruan dengan penuh lendir lagi dia letak atas perut aku kemudian dia potong tali pusat. Masa ni aku pegang sikit je dia sebab geli.haha. Kemudian diaorang ambik untuk bersihkan. Masa ni Que cerita dia dah dengar baby nangis dia nak masuk nurse tak kasi tapi lepas bersih diaorang terus kasi baby kat dia untuk diazankan. Masa tu aku tak tengok lagi baby.<br>-masa baby keluar rasa lega yang teramat sangatla. Lepas tu kena keluarkan uri kemudian jahit. Dah penat tu ingatkan bius la jahitkan rupanya tak. Ha menahanla lagi lepas tu. Dekat sejam jugakla. Lepas doktor tu dah siap cuci segala lama jugak tunggu dalam bilik tu dengan lapar dahaga teramat barula Que datang bawak baby. Itula kali pertama aku tatap Kaliq Rafael sebab kitaorang tak pernah buat 3D ke pape kan. <br>-kemudian dia tolak ke wad dapatla jumpa dengan mak long dan ibu Que sekejap. Malam tu memang aku dengan Kaliq je. Bila aku tengok Que dengan Kaliq memang rasa nak menangis tengok betapa hapynya dia dapat anak.<br>-malam tu aku tak dapat tido sebab sakit kemudian belajar bagi susu. Selebihnya aku banyak tatap muka Kaliq. Rasanya adala sejam aku tido.<br>-esoknya awal pagi lagi Que dah datang to pick up my parents then petang tu dah boleh keluar. Walaupun kelas 3 servis tip top bayaran alhamdulilah rm16 sahaja. <br>-by the time I'm posting this Kaliq yang lahir pada 13 december 2011 pada berat 3.15kg pada jam 7.55 malam dah pun masuk hari ke 29!berat pun dah naik dan makin comel!lots more to share soon!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-72721518157788467232011-12-19T13:13:00.000+08:002011-12-19T13:13:25.887+08:00Welcome To The World Our Son Kaliq Rafael<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-iPnXIlEbPLc/Tu7HnlGe7BI/AAAAAAAABuI/3PZsZfIig2Y/s1600/kaliq.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-iPnXIlEbPLc/Tu7HnlGe7BI/AAAAAAAABuI/3PZsZfIig2Y/s400/kaliq.jpg" width="400" /> </a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">our precious lil Kaliq was born on 13 /12/11 at 7.55 pm at 3.15 kg Hospital Serdang. we felt so blessed .alhamdulilah </div><span id="goog_677492889"></span><span id="goog_677492890"></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-1365178611886007032011-12-09T15:00:00.000+08:002011-12-09T15:01:42.229+08:00Bunga Akar Siti Fatimah Untuk Mudahkan Bersalin?<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-fjOlNT0Nrwk/TuGyVogV46I/AAAAAAAABtw/hPnqAHFt5lw/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FYnVuZ2ExLmpwZw%253D%253D%253F%253D-702230"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-fjOlNT0Nrwk/TuGyVogV46I/AAAAAAAABtw/hPnqAHFt5lw/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FYnVuZ2ExLmpwZw%253D%253D%253F%253D-702230" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5684020289438344098" /></a></p><p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-PK68CWROE5k/TuGyV4nnT0I/AAAAAAAABuA/M_6DtKqTSMY/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FYnVuZ2EyLmpwZw%253D%253D%253F%253D-703339"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-PK68CWROE5k/TuGyV4nnT0I/AAAAAAAABuA/M_6DtKqTSMY/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FYnVuZ2EyLmpwZw%253D%253D%253F%253D-703339" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5684020293763813186" /></a></p>Ada dua yang orang selalu sebut sebut untuk mudahkan bersalin.1 air selusuh 1 lagi air akar bunga siti fatimah ni.
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<br>Air selusuh ni air biasa or air zam zam yang dibacakan doa tertentu by ustat (doa dia banyak dan macam macam versi kat internet) ataupun orang kata paling elok suami sendiri yang baca bacakan. Air selusuh ni biasa orang ambik masa dah nak bersalin.
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<br>Air bunga ni pulak direndam kemudian bila bunga dia kembang macam gambar tuh boleh minum seawal 38minggu. Sama jugak fungsi dia untuk mudahkan bersalin tapi bunga ni tak tau la kat mana nak cari kat sini sebab kebanyakannya ambik kat Mekah.ni pun mak long Que yang kasi.selawat 3kali kemudian minum.
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<br>Ada yang kata bila bunga ni direndam bila bunganya kembang maknanya dah nak bersalin.hehe.tapi ni dah banyak kali rendam.rasanya kali ke 3 kot sebab kadang lupa nak minum pastu air tu jadi semacam lepas tuh angkat balik keringkan bunga tu akan kuncup balik lepas tu rendam balik.
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<br>Apa pun cara kita cuma berikhtiar.well I'm just sharing :)Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-88264398065201789412011-12-08T16:17:00.001+08:002011-12-08T16:17:59.033+08:0038 Weeks Pregnant!<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-lTsF_j343RQ/TuByt2OAupI/AAAAAAAABtk/v8w-MZYhsi4/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FZCB1cnV0cy5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-779034"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-lTsF_j343RQ/TuByt2OAupI/AAAAAAAABtk/v8w-MZYhsi4/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FZCB1cnV0cy5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-779034" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5683668861715528338" /></a></p>Again alhamdulilah that I reach this point!
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<br>Many said that by 38weeks u can already deliver.kira baby dah cukup bulan sangat untuk lahir.38weeks kira equals to 9month and 14days.
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<br>Now I'm wishing everyday that my baby lahir awal.memang the fact nak melahirkan tuh yeah u can already imagine the pain and all but to tell u the truth I can't handle the pain now anymore.huhu.baby is super heavy.its so hard to breath if I lay down.its kinda like dia hempap ur body.haha.beratnya anak mummy ni.plus its not easy to get up anymore.I can feel the pain so bad that walking is not an easy task not to even mention waking up from bed!
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<br>My feet is also swollen.lucky I have a wonderful husband to massage my feet. Eventhough my due date is on 24th(another 16days by the time I'm posting this) I'm gona take my maternity leave starting this 12th because I can't handle work anymore!I'm gona take my time off resting...makan apa nak huhu and away from office work and drama! And focus on self,baby and my family.
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<br>To be updated soon!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13297653489198889496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4012402142140678463.post-22873507193525577482011-12-02T01:58:00.000+08:002011-12-02T01:59:26.283+08:0037 Weeks Pregnant!Bismillahirahmanirahim
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<br>Wah I totally forget that I'm officially 37weeks today..
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<br>Everything at the moment is still the same.so anxious!semalam I said to Que(hubs) part of me memang tak sabar nak tengok baby kalau boleh cepatla bersalin but part of me is so scared of the process of giving birth.well now u know how ur mum's feels kan!
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<br>Tiap tiap malam I can't sleep.I wake up around 2 or 3am then tak boleh tidur for like 2 to 3 hours.nasib baik la ada hp ni ha buat teman kalau tak memang kesengalan la.
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<br>Well I'm counting down now.according to my due date I got herm 22days more to go.adoi not that long!doakan me well people :)
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