11/27/2011

36 Weeks Equals 9Months!

Bismillahirahmanirahim

By the time I'm typing this alhamdullillah I had pass my 36weeks!equals to 9month.memang hari hari sekarang in my head asyik 'erk bila nak beranak ni?'Well I did read that when pregnant lady reach this period yeah all they can think of is the same thing..

By now baby memang sangat sangatla aktif bergerak.mengalahkan buat breakdance dalam perut.you see when I watch on youtube masa early pregnancy dulu how the baby move siap berbonjol bonjol perut I just can't believe that.tapi bila alami sendiri Masyaallah what a miracle.kadang kadang seronok jugak tengok dia duk bergerak gerak sampai berbonjol perut but I have to admit sometime its quite scary haha to even think ada insan bernyawa yang kita duk carry all along.

Masa my early pregnancy I was very cautious.sakit perut sikit je I check ada blood ke tak.yela takut sangat.that's why bila dah sampai stage ni rasa bersyukur ya amat.

Let me tell u how I feel now.yela kadang kita baca kat internet or books tak memberi gambaran sebenar sangat what happen.basically I can't sleep without waking up in the middle of the night like 4 or 5 times...once dah baring nak bangun or turn sides memang amatla menyakitkan...this is because the baby head dah betul betul kat bawah so memang doktor cakap akan menyukarkan my movement.the pain well pregnant people memang mak hai.how to gambarkan eh...macam kena tumbuk kot.sekali dah baring nak bangun memang macam lipas terbalik..pernah tengok lipas terbalik. Ha pi carik lipas pastu terbalikkan.

Walking is not an easy task.jalan la like 5minutes or short distance.dia punya penat macam lari 5km.standing is the same.tak sampai 5minit dah lenguh.baring badan straight u can easily semput.and oh yes heartburn.pergh ni memang killing..1 botol gaviscon (selamat untuk ibu mengandung tapi ambik yang klinik punya) memang dalam 2minggu(tak sampaila)habis dah.malam malam memang kalau tak pedih ulu ati memang terkencing jela kejenya.kencing pun bukan banyak,rasa nak terkencing tu yang lebih pastu nak bangun kemain hazab.

For me at this stage pregnant lady should be more be cherish.yela deep down inside especially for first time mother like me memang macam macam la duk risau.how to give birth?am I gonna be a good mother?my life gonna be forever change anytime soon.this kind of question memang duk linger in our head everyday.

And this is the time yang I think husband should be caring enough sebab u never know what's goin to happen during giving birth and after.we should feel appriciated.
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11/09/2011

Alhamdulillah 34 Weeks

Bismillahirahmanirahim.
It has been awhile that I haven't update my blog. Reason because office had block google access so since blogspot is under google memang sah sah tak boleh bukak la kan.suffering jugak la nak menaip pakai keypad kecik blackberry ni.

Alhamdulilah I'm reaching my 34weeks now. According to the due date I still got another 6weeks to go.my oh my bila sebut 6minggu nampak macam masyaallah cepat je kan. So everyday now and then memang rasa sangat sangat berdebar.

I'm suffering this saraf pain betul betul kat bawah perut. Dia punya sakit siapa yang pernah mengandung dan pernah kena macam ni masa mengandung je tau. Nurse dekat klinik kesihatan kata sebab kepala baby dah betul betul kat bawah. Jadi makin besar makin streching la kita punya saraf. Memang rasa nak menangis dia punya sakit.I can't sleep,I can't turn,I can't lift my leg plus nak bangun pun masyaallah susah sangat. Sometime seriously I did cry sebab sakit sangat. Even sometime I do feel like ya Allah tolong la bagi aku bersalin cepat. Memang jadi kurang sabar sangat tapi tula in the end aku selalu pikir with all the pain I know in the end will be something good for me. Insyaallah.

Persiapan. Herm ntah la. Tak berapa sangatla. Disebabkan keadaan kewangan yang sangat la tak mengizinkan. Ini la yang buat aku termenung berpikir. Orang kata jangan risau ada la rezeki anak tuh nanti. But still kita as a parents of course la pikir macam mana la nak sara budak tuh nanti dengan mak bapak dia banyak sangat komitmen nak kena setlekan immidiately. Tambah pulak tarikh dah makin dekat ni.

Well everyday aku doakan adalah rezeki yang baik baik untuk anak aku ni. Hati rasa risau sangat tak dapat beri yang terbaik. Yela kami berdua bukannya orang senang. Hutang bersepah la kan.

Jadinya semua doakan kami sihat dan diberikan rezeki yang baik baik untuk anak ini. Amin amin Ya Rabal Alamin


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